K's Choice
Almost Happy (2000)
[Another year]
[Almost happy]
[My head]
[Live for real]
[Somewhere]
[Home]
[Tired]
[Always everywhere]
[Shadowman]
[Favorite adventure]
[Busy]
[All]
Other
[Butterflies instead]
[Cocoon crash]
[In your room]
Another year
I wish you could adore
The way you did before
Now you're living through another year
Oh, the light you were
Will soon become a blur
As you're living through another year
Oh, what a waste of time it is
To indulge inside of bliss
Getting ready for another year like this
Another year to lie
Another year goes by
You're not sick, so you can’t heal
But I wonder do you feel
The need to cry: 'I'm out of here'
Oh, your goal is safe
But is it all you crave
As you're living through another year
Oh, what a waste of time it is
To indulge inside of bliss
Getting ready for another year like this
Another year to lie
Another year goes by
Is it me on how I see
The face of mediocrity
I try to smile you see
Your lightness darkens me
Filter all of your emotions
Fake you’re never low
Or face the one you fear
You’re living through another year
Another year to lie
Another year goes by
Another year to lie
Another year goes by
Almost happy
If I could look beyond your face
And photograph your hidden place
Would I find you smiling in the picture
I don’t know what you want
Because you don’t know
So what’s the point of asking
You’re almost happy
Almost content
But your head hurts
Far too many ways to go
We learn so much but never know
Where to look
Or when we should stop looking
I can love the whole of you.
The poetry I stole from you
And hide inside my stomach
You’re almost happy
Almost content
But your head hurts
It’s easy to get lost in you
And fall asleep inside of you
I want to return to you
A reason to be here
A reason to be here
No, I don’t know what you want
As you don’t know
So what’s the point of asking
You’re almost happy
Almost content
But your head hurts
You’re almost happy
You’re almost content
But your head hurts
My head
No, I know what you said
But that doesn't mean that I understand
And you don't know what I meant by that
But it's sweet that you tried
That you're on my side
If you were my head
You'd know where it hurts
You'd clean up the dirt
If you were my head
I would be heard
As close, as close as we’ll get
We touch and it's gone
I must have been wrong when I thought
Everything melts in us
Though sometimes it does
If you were my head
You'd know where it hurts
You'd clean up the dirt
If you were my head
I would be heard
No, I'll never be you
But I don't need to
As long as you love me like you
If you were my head
You'd know where it hurts
You'd clean up the dirt
And I would be heard
If you were my head
You'd know where it hurts
You'd clean up the dirt
If you were my head
I would be heard
Live for real
Life has always been a pretty song
And pretty loud
You’re so beautiful
Why is it fading out
I don’t want to live forever
But as long as I do
I’d love to live for real
Now the boy who dried your tears
Is crying all the time
Now the joy I’ve had for years
Has left me for a while
I don’t want to live forever
But as long as I do
I’d love to live for real
With you I might get there
With you I might start to feel
With you I will get there
With you I will live for real
I will breathe the air, I’ll dance
And you will wonder why
It's because you made me see
This chance was moving by
Because I’m not going to live forever
But as long as I do
I’d love to live for real
With you I might get there
With you I might start to feel
With you I will get there
With you I will live for real
When a cloud becomes my head
Play your music loud instead
And we’ll dance until
The both of us are dead
With you I might get there
With you I might start to feel
With you I will get there
With you I will live for real
Somewhere
There’s something about this day
That feels a lot like yesterday
Everything looks the same
The wall, the tv set
The way I move around myself to be
Somewhere over there
Where things just seem to grow
Where somebody seems to know
What they want from me
I never felt like I belonged
To anything or anyone
Still I depend on you
For every single thing
I could be wrong about so much, but
Somewhere over there
Where things just seem to grow
Where somebody seems to know
What they want from me
I’m too young to know I’m young
I’m too selfish to be strong
Am I too old
To allow my adolescence to go on
There’s something about this day
That’s not at all like yesterday
I could be
Somewhere over there
Where things just seem to grow
Where somebody seems to know
What they want from me
Somewhere over there
Where things just seem to grow
Where somebody seems to know
What they want from me
Home
I was born in a cradle of love
I had two brothers who beat me up
When I was 7 years old
I had a friend named Tom
And when we were together
I didn't want to go home, home
When I was 15, I was very confused
I made a bad habit out of breaking the rules
The kitchen window
Was my door to the night
And when I got caught
They made me stay home, home
I was 20 years old when I met you
And as soon I as saw you
I knew what I had to do
I still remember the way you looked
And how I wanted to tell you
I want to take you home, home
I’m 26 and I still love you
But as far as the world goes
I still don’t have a clue
What it's for or what it’s about
But until I find out,
I'll just call it home. home
Tired
Show me where you found your faith and
Does it help you sleep at night
I am not that complicated
I just need some time
Because it doesn't feel right
And I’m mostly very tired
Life is easy when you fake it
Right until you realize
Your happiness is unrelated
To anything you have inside
And it doesn’t feel right
And I’m mostly very tired
Every chance I get to distract myself
I won’t try to convince myself
That there's anything for real or
That we're sure of what we feel
Quiet time is underrated
I still can’t stand to be alone
That might be why I’m so unstable
Barely able to hold on
And I just don’t feel right
And I’m mostly very tired
Always everywhere
You turn off the light, kiss me good night
And mother, I know that I’m going to be alright
I just can't wait to grow up
Find my own life, be a good wife
And a smart one, I’m sure
I never took us for granted and I always knew
You and I are special
But I never knew how much I'd miss you
So much has changed and been rearranged
And I see that I’ve lost
What made me so young and incredibly strong
And never ever wrong
You were always there
Because you're always everywhere
I used to cry for no reason
And that's still the same
Except that I had adolescence to blame
But not now
Now I feel sad because I don't know what’s true
And I miss thinking I could be just like you
So much has changed and been rearranged
And I see that I’ve lost
What made me so young and incredibly strong
And never ever wrong
So much has changed and been rearranged
And I see that I’ve lost
What made me so sure that I could endure
How hard it is to lose and lose and lose and live again
And never understand
You are always everywhere
You are always everywhere
You're always there
You're always there
You're always everywhere
You're always there
Cause you're always everywhere
You turn off the light, and kiss me goodnight
And mother, I know that I’m going to be alright
Shadowman
Any time tomorrow I will lie and say I'm fine
I'll say yes when I mean no
And any time tomorrow
The sun will cease to shine
There's a shadowman who told me so
Any time tomorrow the rain will play a part
Of a play I used to know
Like no other
Used to know it all by heart
But a shadowman inside has let it go
Oh no, let go of my hand
Oh no, not now I'm down, my friend
You came to me anew
Or was it me who came to you
Shadowman, shadowman
Any time tomorrow a part of me will die
And a new one will be born
Any time tomorrow
I'll get sick of asking why
Sick of all the darkness I have worn
Any time tomorrow
I will try to do what's right
Making sense of all I can
Any time tomorrow I'll pretend to see the light
I just might
Shadowman
Oh here's the sun again
Isn't it appealing to recline
Get blinded and to go into the light again
Doesn't it make you sad
To see so much love denied
See nothing but a shadowman inside
Oh no, let go of my hand
Oh no, not now I'm down, my friend
You came to me anew
Or was it me who came to you
Shadowman
Oh, if you're coming down to rescue me
Now would be perfect
Please, if you're coming down to rescue me
Now would be perfect
Oh, if you're coming down to rescue me
Now would be perfect
Please, if you're coming down to rescue me
Now would be perfect
Favorite adventure
There you are
Your beauty consoles me
I've gone far
And I almost didn’t find you
And I almost lived without you
There is nothing in this world
I’d rather do
Than live in you
Here we go
Our favorite adventure
You should know
I was never more complete
And I never thought I’d see
The meaning of my life
Wrapped in you
Next to me
If you ever fear
Someday we might lose this
Come back here
To this moment that will last
And time can go so fast
When everything’s exactly
Where it’s at
Its very best
Busy
You think you haven't changed
You think I'm being sentimental
You've finally reached that age
Security is fundamental
You think you haven't changed
You think that you're just growing older
You wanted to be safe
But it turned you into someone colder
You're so busy these days
Rearranging your place
Can you still find some space for yourself
You think you haven't changed
Is anyone to blame
I'd really like to think it's you
But it seems like that's the way
Everyone but me is going
You're so busy these days
Rearranging your face.
Do you still see a trace of yourself
I'm losing all of you
To future plans and obligations
I guess that's what you do
When life's about your next vacation
You're so busy these days
Rearranging your place
Can you still find some space for yourself
You're so busy these days
Rearranging your face
Do you still see a trace of yourself
You think you haven't changed
All
Is there anything you want from me
My arms, my life, my energy
I don't know how far I can go
Everything says no
But you know how it goes when
You’re used to your side of the bed
I know you don't belong in this room
But you're here now
So what can I do
All that I am is
All I was taught to be
All that you are is
A wall between myself and me
Have you ever really looked at me
Or thought about me secretly
Do I make you wonder at all
About the speed of light
Outside our little world we might not
Feel so alone and
I know you don't belong in this room
But you're here now
So what can I do
All that I am is
All I was taught to be
All that you are is
A wall between myself and me
All that I am is
All I was taught to be
All that you are is
A wall between myself and me
Butterflies instead
I lock the door and lock my head
And dream of butterflies instead
The beauty of their colored wings
The trees, the grass and pretty things
Imagination fills the void of my existence
Daddy says "I love you girl, it's not your fault
Your mom and me don't get along"
I know he's lying, I know there's no such thing as
Inexplicable I hear, forget, this world in bed
And suddenly the sun comes up
That's when my pets all come alive
They cheer me up and tell me
Everything's alright
Stuffed animals are always right
My favorite song, my favorite show
I wonder if they even know
Or if they care or if they even notice
I am standing there
I want my pets to come alive
And cheer me up and tell me
Everything's alright
Stuffed animals are always right
Everything's alright
Stuffed animals are always right
Alright...
My eyes all red, the baby's wet
And someone has to get that phone
I want my pets to come alive and
Cheer me up and tell me
Alright...
Alright...
Only bass:
I lock the door and lock my head
And dream of butterflies instead
Cocoon crash
Every single night in bed a black cross says perhaps you're getting better
I'd like to thank you for your efforts to promote what really matters
Whenever you're about to fall, remember this: it's not a news flash
Don't pretend to know it all, but go ahead, call it a cocoon crash
What I really see in you
Is nothing like the things you do
As you are doing them, right now
But you would really love to win
To become the air as well as trash
Is to get rid of all your skin
Go ahead, call it a cocoon crash
Call it what you will
Call it what you will
Go ahead, call it a cocoon crash
Suddenly the ego that I used to have's no bigger than an eyelash
Clearly I remember someone told me 'Hold on tight, here's your cocoon crash'
What I really see in you
Is nothing like the things you do
As you are doing them, right now
But you would really love to win
To become the air as well as trash
Is to get rid of all your skin
Go ahead, call it a cocoon crash
Call it what you will
Call it what you will
Go ahead, call it a cocoon crash
Call it what you will
Call it what you will, yeah (you )
Call it what you will, yeah (you will)
In your room
As she falls down and hurts her head
She's lying still but she's not dead
Awakens slowly, sees a picture of herself on the wall
a gets up, straightens her dress and calls me up
She says: 'I know now, I am whole now, can you come?'
In your room, where both of you are talking
Your good side and your bad, discussing who has better hair
In your space
I hear four feet walking
And there's two more knocking
In case you're wondering I'm still on your side
As she embraces all of me
I want her only to need me
It doesn't matter what I tell her
Because she changes her mind before she speaks, and tends to talk before she thinks
But how I love her
I know there's truth for you somewhere
If I were wise I'd take you there
But I'm not, at least not yet
So I'll be watching you instead
In your room, in your room
In your room, I can wander round forever
And I recognise the color of the walls that we painted
In your chair that I broke because I was careless
I can sit and watch you dance around
My words are spoken, I am on your side
My words are spoken, I am on your side
Your room
Your room