So I think you are a fool 
Hanging on my every word 
It's getting ugly 
So I'm ugly 

Tear me from your heart 
Tearing me apart 

So I thought you disappeared 
Being alone is what you fear 
Are you lonely? 
Yes lonely 

Tear me from your heart 
Tearing me apart 

Rolling, and throwing, consoling 
Everything that goes this far 
Joking and hoping, revolting 
All that shit that's who you are 
Hoping, and scolding, revolving 
Peel it back, reveal the scar 
Loathing, exploding, controlling 
This is what you really are 

The time is coming 
God is saying 
You're really happy 
What a game 
The time is coming 
A bed of flames 
Your life is over and you're to blame 
The time is coming 
You've gone insane 
You're feeling happy 
You've won the game 
The time is coming 
A bed of flames 
Your life is over and you're to blame 

Rolling, and throwing, consoling 
Everything that goes this far 
Joking and hoping, revolting 
All that shit that's who you are 
Hoping, and scolding, revolving 
Peel it back, reveal the scar 
Loathing, exploding, controlling 
This is what you really are 

I'm thinking of 
Thanking all the fucked people 
Thanking all the shit I love 
They are all the things I've made 
Straight from my heart 
Begging all the same people 
Burning is the same evil 
Somehow making me feel sane 

Waiting all this time 
I've got nothing to hold on 
But the faces of my life 
I can see before I'm gone 

Sometimes I feel it chasing me 
All the hate that's breaking me 
I realise I'm taking everything 
And the kids seem to follow 

This time I feel it taking me 
To a place I'm hate to be 
All along I seem to make believe 
And the shit seems to follow 

I'm thinking of 
Making all the fucked people 
Making the bitches I love 
Make them die and go away 
Pain from the start 
All my dreams are ripped apart 
Thanking all the fucked people 
They are all the things I've saved 

Waiting all this time 
I've got nothing to hold on 
But the faces of my life 
I can see before I'm gone 

Sometimes I feel it chasing me 
All the hate that's breaking me 
I realise I'm taking everything 
And the kids seem to follow 

This time I feel it taking me 
To a place I'm meant to be 
All along I seem to make believe 
And the shit seems to follow 

Your life, I hate it 
Oh God, can I reclaim? 
Stop and help me 

Sometimes I feel it chasing me 
All the hate that's breaking me 
I realise I'm taking everything 
And the shit seems to follow 

This time I feel it taking me 
To a place I'm meant to be 
All along I seem to make believe 
And the shit seems to follow 

The shit seems to follow 

It ain't fading 
Man I got to let it out 
Am I quitting? 
Screaming nothing ever come out 
I keep feeling lost 
I'll never find my way out 
I'm not thanking them 
Unless the truth can pour out 

Give me some courage 
Beating me down the (?) sometime 
Are you laughing at my body? 
I hate and slide 
I hate and slide 

I take this time 
To let out what’s inside 
Cause I will panic 
Sometimes I wish you'd die 
Full of sorrow 
You may bestow my pride 
And all this hate is bottled up inside 

My heart is breaking 
Man you really ripped it out 
You take pleasure watching as I claw my way out 

The hurt rising 
Soon it's going to tear my soul out 
It’s not kosher feeling like I’m on my way out 

Give me some courage 
Beating me down the (?) sometime 
Are you laughing at my body? 
I hate and slide 
I hate and slide 

I'll take this time 
To let out what’s inside 
Cause I will panic 
Sometimes I wish you'd die 
Full of sorrow 
You may bestow my pride 
And all this hate is bottled up inside 

Feeling the haze as they cut down my spine 
Peeling your flesh like the way you've cut mine 
Do you feel happy you fucked up my mind 
You’re going to pay this time 

I'll take this time 
To let out what’s inside 
Cause I will panic 
Sometimes I wish you'd die 
Full of sorrow 
You may bestow my pride. 
And all this hate is bottled up inside 

Going through the pages of my fantasies 
Pushing all the mercy down, down, down 
I wanna see you try to take a swing at me 
Come on, gonna put you on the ground, ground, ground 

Why are you trying to make fun of me? 
You think it's funny? 
What the fuck you think it's doing to me? 
You take your turn lashing out at me 
I want you crying when you're dirty in the front of me (?) 

All of my hate cannot be found 
I will not be drowned by your thoughtless scheming 
So you can try to tear me down 
Beat me to the ground 
I will see you screaming 

Come and fill the pages of my fantasies 
I'm above you, smiling at you, drown, drown, drown 
I wanna kill and rape you the way you raped me 
And I'll pull the trigger 
And you're down, down, down 

Why are you trying to make fun of me? 
You think it's funny? 
What the fuck you think it's doing to me? 
You take your turn lashing out at me 
I want you crying when you're dirty in the front of me 

All of my hate cannot be found 
I will not be drowned by your thoughtless scheming 
So you can try to tear me down 
Beat me to the ground 
I will see you screaming 

All my friends are gone, they died (gonna take you down) 
They all screamed, and cried (gonna take you down) 

I got my monkey, got my monkey back against the wall (?) 
Gonna take you down 

All of my hate cannot be found 
I will not be drowned by your thoughtless scheming 
So you can try to tear me down 
Beat me to the ground 
I will see you screaming 
All of my hate cannot be found 
I will not be drowned by your thoughtless scheming 
So you can try to tear me down 
Beat me to the ground 
I will see you screaming 

Life is boring 
Sleep is boring 
Don't stop running 
I'm here counting 

The life, the hurt, the pain, the hate 
The life, the hurt, the pain, the hate 
The life, the hurt, the pain, the hate 
Really can't fuck with me 
There's no where else to go 

So I walk but seem to crawl 
For I'm giving in today 
Now I run into a wall 
Cause I cannot find my way 

You've got to come with me 
I can not stand this place 
We are crawling up the wall 
And I'll give in this way 
We had our chance to run 
And now I can't believe 
We're going all the way 
And now the shits in place 

My life, worry, lifeless story 
Give up beating 
I'll start bleeding 

The life, the hurt, the pain, the hate 
The life, the hurt, the pain, the hate 
The life, the hurt, the pain, the hate 
Really can't fuck with me 
There's no where else to go 

So I walk but seem to crawl 
For I'm giving in today 
Now I run into a wall 
Cause I can not find my way 

You've got to come with me 
I can not stand this place 
We are crawling up the wall 
And I'll give in this way 
We had our chance to run 
And now I can't believe 
We're going all the way 
And now the shits in place 

What really do I have to follow? 
Nothing makes sense at all 
Taking something for nothing 
Watch me as I fall 

I'm bringing me down 

You've got to come with me 
I can not stand this place 
We are crawling up the wall 
And I'll give in this way 
We had our chance to run 
And now I can't believe 
We're going all the way 
And now the shits in place 

Maybe I'm insane 
Walking on a wire 
Maybe I'm the same 
Nothing to take me higher 
Tell me where to start 
Think I'm at the end 
Right now feeling pain 
Make it go away 

Maybe I'm to blame 
Maybe I'm a liar 
Maybe we're the same 
Nothing can start the fire 
I can't feel my heart 
But I feel the shame 
Nothing left to say 
Soon I'll fade away 

These places all I ever think about is lost in time 
These faces haunting me 
I'm looking back and they are mine 

I'm hiding from the things they say 
Doing time and lead astray 
Thinking back to times of yesterday 
I could fly 

I'm trying to find a better way 
But I'm trapped 
Can't get away 
All I think is about yesterday 
I could fly 

Maybe I'm insane 
Walking on a wire 
Maybe I'm the same 
Nothing to take me higher 
I can't feel my heart 
But I feel the shame 
Nothing left to say 
Soon I'll fade away 

These places all I ever think about is lost in time 
These faces haunting me 
I'm looking back and they are mine 

I'm hiding from the things they say 
Doing time and lead astray 
Thinking back to times of yesterday 
I could fly 

I'm trying to find a better way 
But I'm trapped 
Can't get away 
All I think is about yesterday 
I could fly 

This time I'm taking it away, I've got a problem 
When they getting in the way, not by my side 
So I take my face and bash it into a mirror 
I won't have to see the pain 

This pain is elevating, as the hurt turns into hating 
Anticipating all the fucked up feelings again 

My hurt inside is fading 
This shit's gone way too far 
All this time I've been waiting 
Oh I cannot breath anymore 
For what's inside awaking 
I'm not, I'm not a whore 
You've taken everything and 
Oh I cannot give anymore 

My mind's done with this 
So hey, I've got a question 
Can I throw it all away? 
Take back what's mine 
So I take my time 
Driving humbly down the line 
Each cut, closer to the vein 

This pain is elevating, as the hurt turns into hating 
Anticipating all the fucked up feelings again 

The hurt inside is fading 
This shit's gone way too far 
All this time I've been waiting 
Oh, I cannot grieve anymore 

For what's inside awaking 
I'm not, I'm not a whore 
You've taken everything and 
Oh I cannot give anymore 

I'm here to stay (bring it down) 
Bring it down! 
Gonna bring it down 
Gonna break it down 
Gonna break it 

This pain is elevating, as the hurt turns into hating 
Anticipating all the fucked up feelings again 

My hurt inside is fading 
This shit's gone way too far 
All this time I've been waiting 
Oh, I cannot grieve anymore 

For what's inside awaking 
I'm not, I'm not a whore 
You've taken everything and 
Oh I cannot give anymore 

Give anymore 

Feeding the fall 
I can't help but desire of falling down this time 
Deep in this hole am I making 
I can't escape 
Falling all this time 

We come to this place 
Falling through time 
Living a hollow life 
Always we're taking 
Waiting for signs 
Hollow life 

Fearing to fall 
And still the ground below me calls 
Falling down this time 
Ripping apart all these things I have tried to stop 
Falling down this time 

We come to this place 
Falling through time 
Living a hollow life 
Always we're taking 
Waiting for signs 
Hollow life 

Is there ever any wonder 
Why we look to the sky 
Search space 
Asking why? 
All alone 
where is God? 
Looking down 
We don't know 

We fall in space 
We can't look down 
Death may come 
Peace I have found 
What to say 
Am I alive? 
Am I asleep 
Or have I died? 

(Haunting me) 

We fall in space 
We can't look down 
Death may come 
Peace I have found 

(Something takes a part of me) 

What to say 
Am I alive? 
Am I asleep 
We fall down 

We come to this place 
Falling through time 
Living a hollow life 
Always we're taking 
Waiting for signs 
Hollow life 

We got a fucked up reason to live 
Who really gives a fuck? 
We're gonna wake up hate 
We're gonna fuck you up 
I wanna break everything 
I wanna make it sting 
We're gonna wake up hate 
We're gonna wake it up 
You gotta get it straight 
We're gonna give it up 
We're gonna wake up hate 
We're gonna fuck you up 
I wanna break everything 
I wanna make it sting 
We're gonna wake up hate 
We're gunna wake it up 

I am the burden of my everything 
And of its scar 
I'll be reborn in hatred 
Feeling I can't love no more 

I've had to suffer 
I cannot wait for more 
No loving and no praying 
All my hate is for the taking 

We got a fucked up reason to live 
Who really gives a fuck? 
We're gonna wake up hate 
We're gonna fuck you up 
I wanna break everything 
I wanna make it sting 
We're gonna wake up hate 
We're gonna wake it up 
You gotta get it straight 
We're gonna give it up 
We're gonna wake up hate 
We're gonna fuck you up 
I wanna break everything 
I wanna make it sting 
We're gonna wake up hate 
We're gonna wake it up 

I am the falling of my happiness 
It is no more 
Stop loving 
I’m still hating 
Till I can not hate no more 

I've had to suffer 
I cannot wait for more 
No loving and no praying 
All my hate is for the taking 

I'm, I'm filthy 
Wasted piece of shit 
I am disgusting 
Take me away 

We got a fucked up reason to live 
Who really gives a fuck? 
We're gonna wake up hate 
We're gonna fuck you up 
I wanna break everything 
I wanna make it sting 
We're gonna wake up hate 
We're gonna wake it up 
You gotta get it straight 
We're gonna give it up 
We're gonna wake up hate 
We're gonna fuck you up 
I wanna break everything 
I wanna make it sting 
We're gonna wake up hate 
We're gonna wake it up 

You and me 
We have no faces 
Soon our lives they’ll be erased 
Do you think they will remember? 
Or will we just be replaced 
Oh I wish that I could see 
How I wish that I could fly 
All the things that hang above me 
To a place where I can cry 

So why can it be? 
No one hears because 
Echoes back at me 
No one's there 
To all these meaningless feelings 
I can't deal with in my life 
To all these greedy people 
Trying to feed on what is mine 
You’ve got to feel your hunger 
And stop fucking with my mind 
I know it's time to leave these places far behind 

You and me 
We have no faces 
They don’t see us anymore 
Without love as they had promised 
And no faith for what’s in store 
Oh I wish that I could see 
How I wish that I could fly 
All the things that hang above me 
To a place where I can cry 

So why can it be? 
No one hears because 
Echoes back at me 
No one's there 
To all these meaningless feelings 
I can't deal with in my life 
To all these greedy people 
Trying to feed on what is mine 
You’ve got to feel your hunger 
And stop fucking with my mind 
I know it's time to leave these places far behind 

Where are all these feelings hiding? 
Dancing in and out my mind 
Burning up all that I long for 
Feeding me till my decline 
Where are you? 
My soul is bleeding 
I am searching 
Am I blind? 
All alone and bound forever 
Trapped inside me all the time 

To all these meaningless feelings 
I can't deal with in my life 
To all these greedy people 
Trying to feed on what is mine 
You’ve got to feel your hunger 
And stop fucking with my mind 
I know it's time to leave these places far behind 

Always it’s coming 
and here starts the game 
why can't this puzzle be solved? 
Each time it happens it's always the same 
I look down and it starts to fell 

And all I see 
It burns my eyes 
Burning all inside 

Caught in the corners of my mind 
Beginning over one more time 
Taking me over 
Taking all that's mine 
One more time 

Always this teasing 
Sometimes I lose faith 
Where is my strength to hold on? 
Facing existence 
How can I relate? 
Do I stand here or move on? 

And all I see 
It burns my eyes 
Burning all inside 

Caught in the corners of my mind 
Beginning over one more time 
Taking me over 
Taking all that's mine 
One more time 

Falling through this space and time 
Buried in this hurt of mine 
Falling slowly like a dream 
Falling through a world unseen 
Why can I not break this spell? 
I'm in darkness 
Is this hell? 
Falling towards this hole I see 
This is how it has to be 

Caught in the corners of my mind 
Beginning over one more time 
Taking me over 
Taking all that's mine 
One more time 

One more time 

Are you ready for a good pounding baby? (get down) 
Are you ready to get it on? (get down, get down) 
Don't pretend you're not fucking freaky baby (get down) 
I will spank that ass just for fun (get down on the ground) 

Ass up high 
Make a motherfucker cry 
It's so good that I could die 
Help me stay alive 

The time is right 
I want to feel it good tight 
I'm down to do this all night 
I'm gonna deel it up right 

I'll behave 
Oh my god 
Make me beg 
My god 
Yes I'm ready for a good flogging baby (my god) 
Come on beat my ass for fun (get down, get down) 
Don't let up till my ass is bleeding baby (get down) 
Don't let up until you are done (get down, on the ground) 

Ass up high 
Make a motherfucker cry 
It's so good that I could die 
Help me stay alive 

The time is right 
I wanna feel it good tight 
I'm down to do this all night 
I'm gonna beat it up right 

We're gonna ride 
I got my tongue inside and outside now 
Don't try to run and hide 
Yes it's true what they say about my kind 

Are you ready for a good pounding baby? (get down) 
Are you ready to get it on? (get down, get down) 
Don't pretend you're not fucking freaky baby (get down) 
I will spank that ass just for fun (get down, on the ground) 

Ass up high 
Make a motherfucker cry 
It's so good that I could die 
Help me stay alive 

The time is right 
I wanna feel it good tight 
I'm down to do this all night 
I'm gunna beat it up right 

Pick me up 
Been bleeding too long 
Right here, right now 
I'll stop it somehow 

I will make it go away 
Can't be here no more 
Seems this is the only way 
I will soon be gone 
These feelings will be gone 
These feelings will be gone 

Now I see the times they change 
Leaving us, it seems so strange 
I am hoping I can find 
Where to leave my hurt behind 
All the shit I seem to take 
All alone I seem to break 
I have lived the best I can 
Does this make me not a man? 

Shut me off 
I'm ready 
Heart stops 
I stand alone 
Can't be my own 

I will make it go away 
Can't be here no more 
Seems this is the only way 
I will soon be gone 
These feelings will be gone 
These feelings will be gone 

Now I see the times they change 
Leaving us, it seems so strange 
I am hoping I can find 
Where to leave my hurt behind 
All the shit I seem to take 
All alone I seem to break 
I have lived the best I can 
Does this make me not a man? 

Am I going to leave this place? 
What is it I'm hanging from? 
Is there nothing more to come? 
(Am I gonna leave this place?) 
Is it always black in space? 
Am I going take its place? 
Am I going to leave this race? 
(Am I going to leave this race?) 
I guess God's up in this place? 
What is it that I've become? 
Is there something more to come? 
(More to come) 

Now I see the times they change 
Leaving us, it seems so strange 
I am hoping I can find 
Where to leave my hurt behind 
All the shit I seem to take 
All alone I seem to break 
I have lived the best I can 
Does this make me not a man? 

My life is such a waste 
Begging on something to work this time 
But why can't I relate? 
Feeling all like who is scared? 
What’s mine 
Holding on to faith 
Never gave me nothing but despair 
So why do I create just to be swallowed? 

I can't take 
We have a star 
I can't take 
We got a fantasy 
Come what may 
We are the stars 
I can't wait 
I’ll take what’s mine 

Believing all this time, before a crowd could side 
Believing all the basics of everything that I could find 
Believing all this time, too far to cross the line 
Believing all the basics of everything that I could find 

I cannot leave this place 
Burning up inside this space of mine 
Why can't I replace feelings I find hard to really find? 
I try but I can't taste 
Memories they always fuck with me 
So why do I create just to be swallowed? 

I can't take 
We have a star 
I can't take 
We got a fantasy 
Come what may 
We are the stars 
I can't wait 
I’ll take what’s mine 

Believing all this time, before a crowd could side 
Believing all the basics of everything that I could find 
Believing all this time, too far to cross the line 
Believing all the basics of everything that I could find 

All my feelings have been eating all of me 
Feed inside 
Is there something wrong with me? 

I can't take 
We have a star 
I can't take 
We got a fantasy 
Come what may 
We are the stars 
I can't wait 
I’ll take what’s mine 

Believing all this time, before a crowd could side 
Believing all the basics of everything that I could find 
Believing all this time, too far to cross the line 
Believing all the basics of everything that I could find 

All I want in life is to be happy (happy) 

It seems funny to me 
How fucked things can be 
Everytime I get ahead 
I feel more dead 

day is here fading
that's when i'm insane
i flirt with suicide
sometimes kill the pain
i can always say
it's gonna be better tomorrow
falling away from me
falling away from me

beating me down
beating me
beating me down
down into the ground
screaming some sound
beating me
beating me down
down into the ground

(falling away from me)
it's spinning 'round and 'round
(falling away from me)
it's lost and can't be found
(falling away from me)
it's spinning 'round and 'round
(falling away from me)
slow it down

beating me down
beating me
beating me down
down into the ground
screaming some sound
beating me
beating me down
down into the ground

pressing me
they won't go away
so i pray
go away

well it's falling away from me
it's falling away from me
it's falling away from me
FUCK!

beating me down
beating me
beating me down
down into the ground
screaming some sound
beating me
beating me down
down into the ground

(falling away from me)
beating me down
beating me
beating me down
(falling away from me)
down into the ground
(falling away from me)
screaming some sound
beating me
(falling away from me)
beating me down
down into the ground

Trash

How did it start? 
Well I don't know 
I just feel the craving 
I see the flesh and it smells fresh 
and it's just there for the taking 
These little girls, 
they make me feel so goddam exhilerated 
I fill them up, I can't give it up 
To me, I'm just erasing 

I tell my lies, and I despise 
every second I'm with you 
So I run away 
and you still stay 
So what the fuck is with you? 

Your feelings 
I can't help but rape them 
I'm sorry, I don't feel the same 
My heart inside is constantly hating 
I'm sorry, I just throw you away 

I don't know why I'm so fucking cold 
I don't know why its hurts me 
All I wanna do is get with you 
and make the pain go away 
Why do I have a conscience? 
All it does is fuck with me 
Why do I have this torment? 
All I wanna do is fuck it away 

I tell my lies, and I despise 
every second I'm with you 
So I run away 
and you still stay 
So what the fuck is with you? 
Your feelings 
I can't help but rape them 
I'm sorry, I don't feel the same 
My heart inside is constantly hating 
I'm sorry, I just throw you away 

I tell my lies, and I despise 
every second I'm with you 
So I run away 
and you still stay 
So what the fuck is with you? 

Your feelings 
I can't help but rape them 
I'm sorry, I don't feel the same 
My heart inside is constantly hating 
I'm sorry, I just throw you away 

Just throw you away

This shit right here is 4 U 
All your faces I can see 
You all think it's up, not me 
I'm about to break, this is my fate 
Am I still damned to a life, 
of misery and hate? 
You will never know 
What it did 4 U 
What you are 
Got me through 
I've done 4 U 
I could have, never lived 
If it wasn't, 4 U

Everyone is looking at me 
I can't get out of bed 
There is evil in my head 
Everyone just let me be 
Because when I hit the stage 
It is gone and I am free 

Goddam you say you'll get up for me 
You're the crowd, come on give it back to me 
You won't beg for me, beg for me, beg for me 

Goddam you say you'll get up with me 
You're the crowd, come on give it back to me 
You won't beg for me, be there for me, beg for me 

Tell me, how could this fade? 
I am going in shame 
And I could not have my pain 
Everyone please let me be 
'Cause we're on stage 
And it's gone and I am free 

Goddam you say you'll get up with me 
You're the crowd, come on give it back to me 
You won't beg for me, beg for me, beg for me 

Goddam you say you'll get up with me 
You're the crowd, come on give it back to me 
You won't beg for me, be there for me, beg for me 

I feel the shame 
I'm not insane 
The things I feel now 
Aren't the same 
Who gives a fuck, 
if my life sucks? 
I just know one day 
I won't give up 

Everyone just let me be 

Goddam you say you'll get up with me 
You're the crowd, come on give it back to me 
You won't beg for me, beg for me, beg for me 

Goddam you say you'll get up with me 
You're the crowd, come on give it back to me 
You won't beg for me, be there for me, beg for me 

Be there, for me

I am watching te rise and fall of my salvation
There's so much shit around me
Such a lack of compassion
i thought it would be fun and games(would be fun and games)
Instead it's all the same(it's all the same)
I want something to do
Need to feel the sickness in you

I feel the reason as it's leaving me, no, not again
Its quitte decieving as I'm feeling the flesh make me bad

All i wanna do it look for you
And when I fix, you needed to
Just to get some sort of attention, attention
What does it mean to you
For me its something I just do
I want something
I need to feel the sickness in you

I feel the reason as it's leaving me no, not again
Its quite decieving as I'm feeling the flesh made me bad
I feel the reason as it's leaving me no, no again
I quite decieving as I'm feeling the flesh made me bad
Just made me bad

Fu.., fu.. fu.., I got this bad cold 
And I got a life, I live it up 
I live it up 

(It's gonna go away) 

I don't want this to go away 
I'm so scared 
(oh so cared) 
I can't think of going on 
We all crumble 
We crumble under pressure 
(pressure) 
Pressure 
(pressure) 

(It's still gonna go away) 

.... go live it up 
We're livin it up 

Wake the fuck up! 
Wake the fuck up! 
Wake the fuck up! 
Wake the fuck up! 
Wake the fuck up! 
Wake the fuck up! 
Wake the fuck up! 
Wake the fuck up! 

Each day, more frightening 
All of us wanna die 
The pressure's tightening 
I don't even want to try 

Should I take all the stupid bullshit 
What makes them think they can get away with it? 
Im not happy 
I wish they just... 

Wake the fuck up! 
Wake the fuck up! 
Wake the fuck up! 
Wake the fuck up! 

I can take no more 
What are we fighting for? 
You are my brothers 
Each one I would die for 
Please just let it go 
All our heads are blown 
Let's just take the stage 
And remember what we play for 

No more (fighting!) 
I swear I'm gonna leave 
Talking shit to spite me 
I wish they just.. 

Wake the fuck up! 
Wake the fuck up! 
Wake the fuck up! 
Wake the fuck up! 

I can take no more 
What are we fighting for? 
You are my brothers 
Each one I would die for 
Please just let it go 
All our heads are blown 
Let's just take the stage 
And remember why we play for 

Remember what we play for  
Remember what we play for  
Remember what we play for  

Are you ready?!
There's a place inside my mind, a place I like to hide
You don't know the chanses. Wat if I should die?!
A place inside my brain, another kind of pain
You don't know the chances. I'm so blind!
Another place I find to escape the pain inside
You don't know the chances. What if I should die?!
A place inside my brain, another kind of pain
You don't know the chances. I'm so blind!
To Burn, To burn, To burn 'cause I'm trying to
Live a life that seems to be a lost reality
I can never find no way to reach my inner self.
I'm staying low.
How deep can I go in the ground that I lay?
If I don't find a way to deek through te gray that clouds my mind.
This time I look tp see what's between the lines.
I can see, I can see, I'm going blind...
I'm blind!

Mother please forgive me 
I just had to get out all my pain and suffering 
Now that I am done  remember I will always love you 
I'm your son 
Little child  looking so brave 
Come out and play  I'll be your daddy 
Innocent child  looking so sweet 
I'll rape your mind and of your flesh I'll eat 
You raped! 
I feel dirty 
It hurt! 
As a child 
Tied down! 
That's a good boy 
And fuck! 
Your own child I scream! 
No one hears me 
It hurt! 
I'm not a liar 
My God! 
Saw you watching 
Mommy why?! 
Your own child 
It's alright 
I didn't touch you there 
Mama said she didn't care 
I didn't touch you there 
That's why mama stopped and stared 

Sometimes I cannot take this place, sometimes it?s my life I can taste
Sometimes I cannot feel my face, you?ll never see me fall from grace
Something takes a part of me, you and I were meant to be, a cheap fuck for me to lay
Something takes a part of me

Feeling like a freak on a leash, feeling like I have no release
How many times I have felt disease, nothing in my life is free

Sometimes I cannot take this place, sometimes it?s my life I can taste
Sometimes I cannot feel my face, you?ll never see me fall from grace
Something takes a part of me, you and I were meant to be, a cheap fuck for me to lay
Something takes a part of me

Boom na da mmmm na ema, Boom na da mmmm na ema, Boom na da mmmm na ema,
Boom na da mmmm na ema, Boom na da mmmm na ema, Boom na da mmmm na ema,
Boom na da mmmm na ema, Boom na da mmmm na ema, Boom na da mmmm na ema,
Boom na da mmmm na ema, Boom na da mmmm na ema, Boom na da mmmm na ema.
GO..
So fight something da nna ema. Fight something they fight
So fight something da nna ema. Fight something they fight
So fight something da nna ema. Fight something they fight
No something's they fight. Fight something thing da na ema. Fight something's they fight

Something takes a part of me, you and I were meant to be, a cheap fuck for me to lay
Something takes a part of me, part of me x3

A.D.I.D.A.S.

Oh I'm gonna see somehow it always seems that i'm dreaming of something
I could never be dosen't matter 'cos I will always be that pimp i see in all my fantisies I don't know your fucking name so what lets fuck All day i dream about sex all day i dream abot fucking all day i dream about fucking all day i dream about sex yes all day i dream about sex and all day i dream about sex yes all day i dream about sex 2x all day i dream about fucking.